february 16 2008
i hate my weakness
i wanna knock it down
and kick it's fucking ass
it fucking pisses me off
fuck
i HATE it
i really do
too fucking lazy
talentless fool
don't deserve shit
dumb ass
the only thing
i kick it's ass
and stand there
watching the blood run off it's face
it makes me sick looking at it
weak bastard
but i don't get any fucking satisfaction
puffy eyes
it looks so damn pitiful
that is NOT what i wanted
so all i can really do is wait it out
time is running out though
so
pray for rain, i guess
© jim simonson
2008
blissful?...kill me and make me your lover
